#i actually need yo get it chekced because this is not good

[ame-chansalt]

MY DCAM WENT SO FUCKING BAD WRIDS XANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I WANT TO DIE RN I EVER WANNA GO THERE AGAIN I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WAMNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIENI WANNA DIE ITS SI FUJING BAD EVERYTHUBG THQT COUOD HAVE GONE WRONG HAPPENED ANF EVEN THE DESSERT WAS FUCKRF AND IM NITMALLU GOOD AT THAT

It wasn't even the stressful kind of bad test it was the "oh-shit-im-gonna-fail-so-hard-evryone-else-is-on-step-9-of-the-recipe-and-im-still-on-step-3" kind of bad

My fucking PRELIM was better and my rice was completely uncooked in that

I didn't even serve my main dish and I spilled it all over the floor and my shoes and my jeans and I wanna die I'm never going back there again oh my god

My memory was against me too I didn't add like 7 whole ingredients

I'm going home

I'm telling my therapist about this this us a Canon evernt

This better not ve the start of a nagito komaeda luck cycle again or istg

If I have 2 weeks of horrible, earthshattering events and 2 days of bliss again I'm actually going to try and jump off the bridge again I'm dead serious

I'm writing a poem abt this or smth

Gonna have to break out the good old diary (one of the 387373 ones)